Life's funny in that a
single lessons can be brought to your attention through many different mediums
within a short time frame when it is the exact lesson that needs to be learned.
Instance #1: Recently, I
had the opportunity to visit my brother and spend the long weekend enjoying the
company of his new friends, as well as the friends I had met on my previous
trip to the big D. As always, when in
the company of my little bro, I had a great time - perhaps too much of a good
time - but a great time nonetheless. On
the day I was getting ready to depart, my mom, who was also visiting, and I
decided to grab some guacamole and drinks before I flew home. As is the family
tradition, we were kicking back and reflecting on the time spent together,
where we are in life, and all the other things that needed to be shared before
our conversations were limited to impersonal conversations due to distance and
lack of interaction - not that we don't communicate daily, it's just not the
same. During my reflection, I realized the most prominent characteristic that
had stuck out about my brother during my most recent visit was his ability to
find the wonderful characteristics in each person he had shared with me during
my visit and embellish them. He was so positive and loved each of them
unconditionally rarely seeing any flaws. Ironically, as I was discussing this
with my mom, I had just mentioned how somewhere along the way I had become so
much more cynical than I used to be. I'm not proud of it, but leave it to my
brother to make me wake up and realize just how much I had digressed from the
positive individual I had once been.
Instance #2: Not less
than seven hours later, I hop off the plane from Dallas. I'm completing my daily Facebook stalk and
stumble upon a quote I haven't seen in a while.
This quote was posted from one of my good friends from study abroad, and
is a quote my dad would often refer to.
"People are often
unreasonable, irrational, and self-centered; forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may
accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives: Be kind anyway.
If you are successful, you will
win some unfaithful friends and some genuine enemies. Succeed anyway.
If you are honest and sincere
people may deceive you. Be honest and
sincere anyway.
What you spend years creating
others could destroy overnight: Create anyway.
If you find serenity and
happiness, some may be jealous. Be happy anyway.
The good you do today, will
often be forgotten. Do good anyway.
Give the best you have, and it
may never be enough: Give your best anyway.
In the final analysis, it is
between you and God. It was never
between you and them anyway."
- Mother Theresa
It is one of my favorites, but
perhaps something I had recently forgotten after getting caught up in the daily
grind and the experiences that cause someone to become cynical.
Countless times, my dad preached
you must believe in people. Everyone has
something to bring to the table and you must find it and emphasize it. If you lose that belief, you are missing out
on some of the most valuable and fulfilling experiences in life. How quickly you can forget when someone
isn't there to be that little bird chirping in your ear.
Instance #3: I return from the airport and enter my house
to be greeted by my two amazing roommates and my roommate's dog after my trip
to Dallas, both products of Craigslist.
Four years ago, when I first
moved to Maryland (hard to believe it has already been four years) I lucked out
when having only a week to find a place to live my college next door neighbor,
Eric Baumgartel, so graciously offered an empty bedroom that became
available. The apartment complex was
less than ten minutes from my new place of employment and I was living with someone
I knew. Awesome! Eric quickly moved up
in his job and was able to take a better position a few hours away which
required him to move. I had to find someone to move in and someone fast since I
couldn't afford the place by myself.
Enter Craigslist. At the time, I
thought this is a tool that everyone used to find roommates. In hindsight and
upon hundreds of discussions with others as to "how do you know your
roommate?" I realized it wasn't so common, although it seemed like the
natural thing to do. Believe in people
and see where it will land me. You better believe Tony Banner was pushing me to
find someone through Craigslist, but a little bit apprehensive about having his
22 year old daughter find a random soul to live with. Some of my friends thought I was absolutely
nuts. They thought I was compromising my safety, especially since I was
considering living with a male. But by trusting my gut and meeting a few
people, I landed Stefan Traylor as my first Craigslist roommate. Stefan was a
blessing in disguise, not only did he pay rent and utilities on time, he was
exposed me to so many new things, things that you just don't find in Clarion,
Pa. He constantly pushed me to think outside the outside the box. So when he
said, "Let's move into the City [Baltimore]" I agreed.
Over the course of the past four
years, two of my three additional roommates have been Craigslisters. When I
respond to the question "how do you know your roommate?" with
"Craigslist" they do a double take and typically respond "are
you serious?!" But in all honesty it has been one of the most rewarding
experiences. I have grown in so many
ways and been exposed to so many new thoughts, ideas, and activities because I
trusted in my gut and in human nature.
When my dad passed, Stefan was one of the first people to pick up the
phone and call, and Tessa and Andrew, my current roommates, drove up the day of
the funeral, a whopping five hours, to be there for it. All because my dad pushed me to have faith in
the good nature of people.
So maybe I'm not as cynical as I
perceive myself; however, it is a reminder to sharpen the saw and remember to
trust in others because each of us has so much to offer if we have a little
faith.